My Best friend *** From my FB page World of Love

You knew this way before i even thought of it and/or wrote this. Dear God, you are my best friend. There have been many times when i asked for something so willfully but i never got it. I always complained and asked if you really exist or asked that you don't want to complete my wish coz you can't OR you really don't want to OR you really don't care for me.

Now when i think i have grown up and i look at the life again, there have been times when i got what i wanted. The smallest of my wishes were granted. You never were bothered that its a small or big wish, you simply completed it.

Thanks for being with me even when i said you are rude, you are mean, and you don't exist. Thanks for holding my hand when i never held yours, and thanks for accepting me again when i came back again thinking you can fulfill one more wish for me.

I feel ashamed of myself, that you never came back to me and asked for anything unlike me. I failed you many times but this time i promise to show faith in the bond we share.

Thanks for making my life worth living, I love you... GOD!!

Who is she?

She says YES to please, NO to tease
She loves for Reason, hates for No reason
She Cries when Happy
She Smiles for No Reason
She Fights
She Loves
She Cares
She hugs
.........She is Woman

If love is blind, i never want to see again.. life is beautiful

“distance makes the heart go fonder”

I am not been negative when I write today; psychologically if one speaks or writes his bad feelings they actually go out of the head. It’s a good exercise to write down when you are sad but its not good to go back and read them again and again.

There has been a great phrase saying “distance makes the heart go fonder”. I truly doubt the guy who wrote this coz I think this is truly not possible today. Rather “distance makes the heart go doubtful and jittery”. I have been away from him for more than 3 weeks now. This time I know I am in love (and so is he) but why this feeling of apprehension. I know I am moody and sometimes I feel sad which makes me recall all my bad experiences and think if the situation today will again end the same way as it did last time. I am being skeptical and apprehensive but that’s human. Life is full of experiences which I never thought and wanted and now when I am getting what I want it seems unbelievable.

I wouldn't have mind if life was a bit easier. Life is full of challenges as everyone says but here the life itself is a challenge.

Today when I am writing this here, my motive is entirely to take out this feeling of disbelief, doubtful and stressed out of my mind so I can start my day fresh. Things which are not possible with man are possible with god and from here I decide that I will start with the same motivation which has kept me alive till now. I guess the problem is “expectations”. Every time I think or look back the times I was in pain it was related to one or the other expectation I had which was failed. 

4th May 2010

                                          

The Meaning of Neetu

The girl name Neetu comes from the Indian word which means, "Unknown." It also stems from the hindi word which means, "innocent, pure." It also stems from the sanskrit word which means, "anger." It also stems from the Hindi word which means, "The Hansti Hasati Ladki." It also stems from the Hindi word which means, "Actualy nitu is come from hindi word niti. niti means "vichaar", "policy" etc.." It also stems from the rajasthani word which means, "don't no."

Numerological Meaning

People with this name tend to be balanced, and receptive to cooperation. They are the ideal partner and seek peace. It is important for them to learn how to speak up, or they may be taken advantage of. Sometimes they can get stuck on too many details and have feelings of loneliness.

Always give your 100%

A boy and a girl were playing together. The girl had a collection of marbles. The boy had some sweets with him. The boy told the girl that he will give her all his sweets in exchange for her marbles. The girl agreed.

The girl kept the biggest and the most beautiful marble aside and gave the rest to the boy. The boy gave her all his sweets as he had promised.

That night, the boy slept peacefully. But the girl couldn't sleep as she kept wondering if the boy had hidden some sweets from her the way she had hidden her best marble.

Moral of the story: If you don't give your hundred percent in a relationship, you'll always keep doubting if the other person has given his/her hundred percent.. This is applicable for any relationship like love, friendship, employer-employee relationship etc., Give your hundred percent to everything you do and sleep peacefully "

"Its Nice To Be an important Person . But, It is more Important to be a Nice Person."

**GK ***Tue 12/9/2008 4:58 PM ***

Love

I know what I am going to write is not required; still I want to express my feelings for you. Saying ‘I Love You’ would be obvious and will not provide any details of you as a person. Everyday, I am amazed on the tremendous strength and resolve that you show as a person. Life has not been a pleasure ride for you and every single day brings a challenge for you and you meet them without any support or fear. Not many people have the strength to bear or cope up with what you have been through and handling everything without a great deal of support from your family, relatives and me makes it all the more commendable. You have been a source of strength, inspiration and great learning to me, and I am proud and blessed to have you as a part of my life.

I know, I have been difficult on occasions and I am not particularly happy about the same, at the same time I do have/had complains from you, however, they have never been strong enough to stop me from loving or respecting you. Every human being has his/her share of opportunities to work on and maybe I have a little more. I am learning and evolving each passing day I spend with you and my love for you increases proportionately.

Today, seeing you distressed, agitated and dilemmatic was disturbing for me; to make the matter worse I was not able to do anything about it. It’s a shame that I see you fighting everyday and not actually fight with you, not sharing your pain and grief and not holding your hands while crossing the tide of difficulties.

My love has been pure for you and I have always wanted you to be happy. God forbid, if life throws a situation where in you have to choose between me and happiness, do not think twice. It will surely be painful to me, but seeing you happy will be a far stronger feeling.

I Love you and I want you to be my love for my life. No matter what happens you will always find me standing by your side. Thank you for every moment that you have spent with me.

Love You

**To GK from NT***

Everytime i read this email, it gives me strength to stand up and walk again. Thanks for all your support and holding me each time i have fallen or failed.

Coming years i will read this again n again to relive the moments.

****Yours NT

Ten Commandments from GOD

Effective immediately, please be aware that there are changes you need to make in your life. These changes need to be completed in order that I may fulfill my promises to you to grant you peace, joy and happiness in this life. I apologize for any inconvenience, but after all that I am doing, this seems very little to ask of you. I know, I already gave you the Ten Commandments. Keep them .... but follow these modern ten commandments also.


QUIT WORRYING
Life has dealt you a blow and all you do is sit and worry. Have you forgotten that I am here to take all your burdens and carry them for you? Or do you just enjoy fretting over every little thing that comes your way?

PUT IT ON THE LIST
Something needs to be done or taken care of. Put it on the list. No, not YOUR list. Put it on MY to-do-list. Let ME be the one to take care of the problem. I can't help you until you turn it over to me. And although my to-do-list is long, I am, after all, God. I can take care of anything you put into my hands. In fact, if the truth were ever really known, I take care of a lot of things for you that you never even realize.

TRUST ME
Once you've given your burdens to me, quit trying to take them back. Trust in me. Have the faith that I will take care of all your needs, your problems and your trials. Problems with the kids? Put them on my list. Problem with finances? Put it on my list. Problems with your emotional roller coaster? For my sake, put it on my list. I want to help you. All you have to do is ask.

LEAVE IT ALONE
Don't wake up one morning and say, "Well, I'm feeling much stronger now, I think I can handle it from here." Why do you think you are feeling stronger now? It's simple. You gave me your burdens and I'm taking care of them. I also renew your strength and cover you in my peace. Don't you know that if I give you these problems back, you will be right back where you started? Leave them with me and forget about them. Just let me do my job.

TALK TO ME
I want you to forget a lot of things. Forget what was making you crazy. Forget the worry and the fretting because you know I'm in control. But there's one thing I pray you never forget. Please don't forget to talk to me - OFTEN! I love you. I want to hear your voice. I want you to include me in on the things going on in your life. I want to hear you talk about your friends and family. Prayer is simply you having a conversation with me. I want to be your dearest friend.

HAVE FAITH
I see a lot of things from up here that you can't see from where you are. Have faith in me that I know what I'm doing. Trust me .. you wouldn't want the view from my eyes. I will continue to care for you, watch over you, and meet your needs. You only have to trust me. Although I have a much bigger task than you, it seems as if you have so much trouble just doing your simple part. How hard can trust be?


SHARE
You were taught to share when you were only two years old. When did you forget? That rule still applies. Share with those who are less fortunate than you. Share your joy with those who need encouragement. Share your laughter with those who haven't heard any in such a long time. Share your tears with those who have forgotten how to cry. Share your faith with those who have none.


BE PATIENT
I managed to fix it so in just one lifetime you could have so many diverse experiences. You grow from a child to an adult, have children, change jobs many times, learn many trades, travel to so many places, meet thousands of people, and experience so much. How can you be so impatient then when it takes me a little longer than you expect to handle something on my to-do-list? Trust in my timing, for my timing is perfect. Just because I created the entire universe in only six days, everyone thinks I should always rush, rush, rush.

BE KIND
Be kind to others, for I love them just as much as I love you. They may not dress like you, or talk like you, or live the same way you do, but I still love you all. Please try to get along, for my sake. I created each of you different in some way. It would be too boring if you were all identical. Please know I love each of your differences.

LOVE YOURSELF
As much as I love you, how can you not love yourself? You were created by me for one reason only - to be loved, and to love in return. I am a God of Love. Love me. Love your neighbors ... but also love yourself. It makes my heart ache when I see you so angry with yourself when things go wrong. You are very precious to me. Don't ever forget that!

Memorable Dialogues from my favourite movies

I guarantee there'll be tough times. I guarantee that at some point, one or both of us is going to want get out. But I also guarantee that if I don't ask you to be mine, I'll regret it for the rest of my life. Because I know in my heart you're the only one for me.

*********Run away bride

Notting Hill

It's amazing how you can speak right to my heart

Without saying a word, you can light up the dark

Try as I may I could never explain

What I hear when you don't say a thing

The smile on your face let's me know that you need me

There's a truth in your eyes saying you'll never leave me

The touch of your hand says you'll catch me if ever I fall

You say it best when you say nothing at all

All day long I can hear people talking out loud

But when you hold me near, you drown out the crowd

Try as they may they can never define

What's being said between your heart and mine

The smile on your face let's me know that you need me

There's a truth in your eyes saying you'll never leave me

The touch of your hand says you'll catch me if ever I fall

You say it best when you say nothing at all

Seasons of Life

People come into your life for A Reason, A Season OR a Lifetime. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person.

When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are.

They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die.

Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on.

Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to share, grow or learn. They bring you an experience of peace or make you laugh. They may teach you something you have never done. They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy. Believe it, it is real. But only for a season.

LIFETIME Relationships teach you lifetime lessons, things you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional foundation. Your job is to accept the lesson, love the person and put what you have learned to use in all other relationships and areas of your life. It is said that love is blind but friendship is clairvoyant.

I Miss You so much..............

Quotes i follow

“Shoot for moon, even if you miss, you'll land among stars.***Brian Littrell quotes”

Love Letter ** Thu 6/26/2008

I can not put forward my feelings in a better way:

I know I have hurt you, caused you pain

More, I know that I have lost your trust

I wish I had that moment back again

To pulverize my carelessness and lust

Sometimes we have to lose what we most cherish

To understand how much we are in need

We play with life until we nearly perish

To dare the darkness, though within we bleed

I need you as the sun must have a rose

To turn its empty radiance to glory,

Or as a nation needs someone who knows

The secrets of its long-forgotten story

I know my need of you more than before;

Thus for my trespass you may trust me more

***************************************************************************

Radha Krishna