May 1, 2010

**GK ***Tue 12/9/2008 4:58 PM ***

Love
I know what I am going to write is not required; still I want to express my feelings for you. Saying ‘I Love You’ would be obvious and will not provide any details of you as a person. Everyday, I am amazed on the tremendous strength and resolve that you show as a person. Life has not been a pleasure ride for you and every single day brings a challenge for you and you meet them without any support or fear. Not many people have the strength to bear or cope up with what you have been through and handling everything without a great deal of support from your family, relatives and me makes it all the more commendable. You have been a source of strength, inspiration and great learning to me, and I am proud and blessed to have you as a part of my life.
I know, I have been difficult on occasions and I am not particularly happy about the same, at the same time I do have/had complains from you, however, they have never been strong enough to stop me from loving or respecting you. Every human being has his/her share of opportunities to work on and maybe I have a little more. I am learning and evolving each passing day I spend with you and my love for you increases proportionately.
Today, seeing you distressed, agitated and dilemmatic was disturbing for me; to make the matter worse I was not able to do anything about it. It’s a shame that I see you fighting everyday and not actually fight with you, not sharing your pain and grief and not holding your hands while crossing the tide of difficulties.
My love has been pure for you and I have always wanted you to be happy. God forbid, if life throws a situation where in you have to choose between me and happiness, do not think twice. It will surely be painful to me, but seeing you happy will be a far stronger feeling.
I Love you and I want you to be my love for my life. No matter what happens you will always find me standing by your side. Thank you for every moment that you have spent with me.
Love You

**To GK from NT***
Everytime i read this email, it gives me strength to stand up and walk again. Thanks for all your support and holding me each time i have fallen or failed.
Coming years i will read this again n again to relive the moments.
****Yours NT

2 comments:

Unknown said...

God is always with u... To give u the power.... To face... The challenge of life...

NT said...

i agree.. but as god can not come itself so sends its angels to us .. GK is the angel in my life :)